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The 33 year old singer, Jessie J, performed an emotional gig on the 25th of November in Los Angeles- just a few hours after announcing that she had sadly suffered a miscarriage on Instagram to her 10.5 million fans- sharing a picture of a positive pregnancy test and a quote from a poet- Seyda Noir, and tagging her location as heartbroken.
She found out the difficult news after her third scan, where they found no heartbeat.
In the Instagram post, she wrote: “Yesterday morning I was laughing with a friend saying ‘seriously though how am I going to get through my gig in LA tomorrow night without telling the whole audience I am pregnant’.
“By yesterday afternoon I was dreading the thought of getting through the gig without breaking down…”
“I want to be honest and true and not hide what I’m feeling. I deserve that. I want to be as myself as I can be in this moment. Not just for the audience but for myself and my little baby that did its best.
She added: “I know myself and I know I would talk about it on stage because that’s who I am. So instead of a tearful emotional speech trying to explain my energy. This feels safer.
“I’m still in shock, the sadness is overwhelming. But I know I am strong, and I know I will be ok.
“I also know millions of women all over the world have felt this pain and way worse. I feel connected to those of you I know and those of you I don’t.
“It’s the loneliest feeling in the world.
“So I will see you tonight LA.
“I may crack less jokes but my heart will be in the room.”
At the concert, she announced, “I decided to have a baby by myself and by a miracle it worked for a while and yesterday it was f***ing s***.” She continued: “This year has been hands down the hardest year I’ve ever had to get through … I lost my baby and I know I’m going to be OK.”
In a concert 2018, the singer had previously spoken about her fertility troubles- and how the doctors had told her, when she was 26, that she may never be able to have children.
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